Well i weighed myself today and i haven't lost a thing, it's really getting me down.........
Why can't i lose weight ??????????????
Why can't i lose at least 1/2 kilo ??????????????????????
I can't give up i want to lose weight i must lose weight because of my health but nothing seems to give me that push nothing seems to give me the drive and determination to lose this god forsaken weight
I have been like this for the last 3 years and I'm bloody fed up with it
I start off really good full of the intention of giving it my all and then the second day i crack and I start drinking and eating,,,, well i don't eat i just drink and that seems to be my down full so if i could stop drinking i could start losing weight ????????????????
But I can't just STOP I like drinking and i like eating
I went on to you tube yesterday and i watched Paul Mckenna "I can make you thin" maybe that is what i'm looking for maybe if i try his way of thinking about food or not as the case may be and then he can hypnotize me not to drink and i will be sorted i will have no worries about anything I would be a boring old fart but hay! I will be slim and i won't drink anything other than herbal teas but until then i will have to keep going with my routine of weight loss no weight loss and drink what i like unless my body gives up the fight then thats me DEAD and that will be my own fought nobody else's just mine so i need to keep going with a little help from my friend on the WRL site and together we will get there she is the same as me lose a bit gain a bit and we will both get there with each others help and support
So my 85 kilo WILL become 70kilo watch this space
And i promise I will blog more often but with no one reading it hard to keep writing but I will just in case
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